Tuesday, June 1, 2010

not doing so well...seem to lost steam

Didn't weigh in today, or yesterday, coz i fear the scale is up. I feel bloated and awful. My allergies are ridiculous...it feels like my entire body is inflamed and full of fluid. We partied like rock stars on Sat night, but i didn't eat crazily, nor did i drink as much as i'm capable.

We've just lost track on our 21 day program and can't seem to get back on board! And i just found out i'll be seeing my mother next weekend -- about 2-3 weeks sooner than i had planned, and THAT stresses me out. All she's gonna do is criticize me constantly, and tell me what i should be eating/not eating, how i should be exercising -- and i'm already annoyed by it! I live a healthier life-style than any of us in our family, and she'll be relentless and critical the entire time...

She wasn't supposed to be going on this trip, but my older sister told me today that she's going, and bringing my mom. Gee, thanks. Now a trip i was looking forward to is completely stressing me out.

BUT; our kitchen is in the home-stretch and i'm able to cook in it again. I'm not set up with dishes/ pots & pants/ utensils, etc -- but will be soon! I made us Bison burgers last night and it was awesome cooking while seeing/hearing the TV! It's so beautiful, too -- i'll post pics when i have it all set, the way i want it.

k, Tom has talked me OUT of exercising tonight - we're gonna watch a movie instead. i'm gonna shower, make dinner (Taco Salad) and settle in for an early night. I was up at 2:30 for 2 hours with a sneezing/allergy fit that had me exhausted all day. Hmmm...actually; a night of relaxing sounds pretty good. I don't think i have the energy for a long work out -- and i'd have to do 45 mins of biking and 30 mins of walking or elliptical training to get my 10 miles in.

Tomorrow's another day...

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