Weighed in this AM and am down to 175.4. Wow. How'd THAT happen? Guess those two saying's: eat until you are comfortable, not stuffed -- and "exercise is key!" -- guess they're true?? Since Paula is still visiting for another day or two -- i'm HOPING the scale will be kinder still by Mon. We'll see...
I'm contemplating starting the P90X workout. So many of my friends have tried or ARE trying it and are seeing remarkable results. The question is; will i truly commit to 6 days of hard-core workouts for 90 days? Just imagining that overwhelms me. But then i think; don't i want what i say i want? And isn't this a way to GET IT?
It's so hard to not get caught up in the euphoria of 'starting over', the idea of fresh starts, new beginnings, all that BS. How many times have i 'started over" -- "begun again" -- said; "this time it's for real!"...this blog is supposed to force that hand to some degree. I mean; if the whole world sees what my intentions are, and the winding path i take to get there, then i really have to be serious this time, right?
Well; that's the plan. I'm down 1.4 lbs today, so that's a start.
Will continue researching the P90X program, and decide how serious i am about that kind of effort. I mean; c'mon! Am i really THAT gal??
ps
ate subway for dinner last night coz we're in the midst of a total kitchen remodel. I have no kitchen to speak of, and am limited to our pop-up camper's 3 burner stove-top, which is a help, believe me! But i make our b'fasts and lunches in there every day. I don't often feel like making dinner in there as well...so, we've Subway'd it 3 x's this week...indulged in a bit of sweets, too -- like a ninny. I keep saying it's about Paula's visit, but is it really? Am i just a sugar-hound and can't stay away? My Syndrome W speaks volumes to that...i'm supposed to be listening. Oh, but it's so hard to say NO to my body when it screams Gimme!
Still learning that one...
Weight: 175.4
Exercise; none
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