Haven't weighed all week; dunno why. A part me of is scared the needle will be stuck; even tho i know every details as to why that would be. I guess i just don't wanna be discouraged. I'm working out this week, and taking my saunas (which are SUPPOSED to burn about 200-300 calories per 30 mins), but am certain i'm no lighter. I know it's the food. I don't seem to be taking it as seriously as i did in the beginning of The NDFH. Is there a part of me that wants to KEEP me at this weight/size...? That's so controlling and spiteful; it won't let me live in a thinner body?
What is that monster that i refuse to gain control over?
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